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since my last post...
I've quit subway because they never gave me hours.
I decided that there's very few people who mean alot to me.
I spend my days hanging out with the same people such as Vaness, Tim, Gyle(when he's not in Ohio), Kyle V, RUSSELL, Big Josh and some others.
I miss last summer.
"Yeah Dude, Who doesn't?"
But whatever, man.
Hopefully things decide to be exciting.
sunday=GOOSEBERRY:]

i seriously love my best friends.
i got a job at Subway across the street from the Swansea Mall.
Come visit me !
Last night was amazing and so were the people i spent it with.
Today, i have to go get work pants and help my mother out with her house.
then i'm probaby hanging out with ChanBuck.
if not, then i don't know.
make plans with me or something.
:]

Panic! at the disco, Chanbuck and Vaness.
We can't take this seriously anymore.
Friday is going to be amazing.
Life is amazing.
Right now i'm at the house of deth.
waiting.
i need to make a phone call and ask a question.
mmm.

i finally realized how amazing some people are.
i also realized that drunk talks are not to be taken seriously by any means.
This week started off in the worst way possible but now it became something truely incredible.
My grandmother said something that made me laugh today.
"You know, you are the good looking and smart one out of the both of you."
"Don't tell her I said that !"
i love my grandmother.
i love my friends.
i love my life.
thank you everybody for contributing :]

to quote a favorite hoodie
"happiness is a jumbled up mess"

so i can finally say....



LIFE IS GOOD<3
my friends.
people who bring me juice at 11pm.
getting along with vaness.


amazing.

This weekend spun me for a loop.
my birthday party fucking sucked.
Hopefully, my REAL birthday will be better.
Saturday, hung out with Molly and Vaness.
Went to UMASS. then left.
Went to someones house. then went to a show.
Saw alot of people that I love.
got married.
got daps and hugs.
mean mugs and shoulder shrugs.
Made some new friends which was so amazing.
got tickled.
Spun around with Vanessa and fell then ran from a cop.
Then we went back to that persons house.
Brokeback, Rainbow Glacier and Stepped in dog shit barefoot.
Talked to some good people.
Stole a microwave at 2am.
VDUBBZ, Power Ranger and Zorro.
This morning, got stuck in Marion.
Went on a walk with Molly, Vaness and Jeremy.
Came home and cleaned.
I need to take a nap.
School tomorrow.
For 5 days, this time.

everything in my head is pretty fucking stupid right now.
i don't know what to do anymore.
whatever.
and i think i just saw a ghost in my room.
i have goosebumps all over my arms.
ughhhh goodnight.

I got to thinking today

AND....

i really don't know what i want anymore.
life is amazing at this point but there's always something that's missing.
apparently, i'm not moving 'anytime soon' according to my mother because of a petty argument* and now i'm living with my father.
whatever, it's all good.
loneliness is pretty much the worst feeling ever.
at this time last year, i was so happy about everything.
But now, everything is just one big giant blur that is just going by so quickly and i can't even stop and take the time to absorb my surroundings as they come to me.
okay, i don't think that made much sense.
and not like anyone is going to read this anyway.
but whatever.
time to chill with C.Riv.
♥

okay so this week has been okay.
i started driving school.
got free coffees all week.
getting into a fight with my mom over nothing.
resulting in me not moving.
yesterday, dance party with heather and maeve.
met jess and molly there.
got crunk.
danced all night.
went home and hung out with a bunch of 14 year olds. haha.
today, ben and nick stopped by.
and for tonight, i don't know.
i'm thinking i want to see some friends who i don't spend enough time with.
i think there's a bug inside my lap top.
who knows.

"she has phases"


correction: I AM A PHASE.

madd bullshit.
seriously.

this weekend has been amazing.
awesome show with my babies.
got knocked down.
lots of cute things happened.
super long hugs and random walks.
family guy with kyla.
thought alot about everything.
and i have a list of things i need to accomplish:
1.quit smoking.
2.get a job.
3.get my permit once and for all.
4.save my money !

So, this weekend was pretty amazing.
friday i went to the space and had fun with the FYC.
Saturday ashh and vaness slept over and it was the best time.
Hippie dancing and chinese food.
Today, watching the marathon with vaness while ashh fixed myspace.
Then me and ashh went on an adventure with my mom and kyla.


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hi, my name is erica looker.
and i want, correction, need to change.
once again.

Today the navy band came to school.
and they played fallout boy. hah.
Ashh, Vaness and I were making breakdowns.
The Metal Titans of the school, Dave Hooker and Grgeg Monteiro came together.
Got a ride home from Tim.
Kyle and Lenny were there.
fun.
Thennnnn went to vanessas.
DJ decided to lock me out.
then I did my hair.
The got a grill.
Came home and had a photoshoot with my raja baby♥
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So I'm in a fantastic mood.
The best mood I've been in for the past 2 weeks.
and it makes me smile.
I love my best friend to death!
and I love that Stacy B caught me singing Bob Marley today.

But...
I miss my boys.
and this weekend is dedicated to them.

and sunday, is another BFFLZ hangout time.

it's only tuesday and I'm just so optimistic about the entire week.
and I'm seeing the hills have eyes tonight !
:]

I don't even know.
I love my friends more than anything at this point.
I found out I have the bigger room in my new house.
Yet, I'm still not content.
I just need to be happy.
nothing I do is good.
I just cause stupidity in everyones lives.
stay farrrr away from me.
thanks♥

SIMPLICITY



would be marvelous.

So today was pretty much stupid.
I had some good talks with my pals♥
I striaghtened my extensions too.
I look like a hippie at woodstock.
it's all good though.
I got so pissed at Maria and Linda today.
Chantel would appreciate it.
Time to beat faces in and be sexy.
haha