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Thu, 20 Jul 2006 03:29:17 GMT

NEW LJ !

newdiseases

add it !

UPDATE

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 16:29:37 GMT

since my last post...
I've quit subway because they never gave me hours.
I decided that there's very few people who mean alot to me.
I spend my days hanging out with the same people such as Vaness, Tim, Gyle(when he's not in Ohio), Kyle V, RUSSELL, Big Josh and some others.
I miss last summer.
"Yeah Dude, Who doesn't?"
But whatever, man.
Hopefully things decide to be exciting.
sunday=GOOSEBERRY:]

Sun, 28 May 2006 14:07:53 GMT

i seriously love my best friends.
i got a job at Subway across the street from the Swansea Mall.
Come visit me !
Last night was amazing and so were the people i spent it with.
Today, i have to go get work pants and help my mother out with her house.
then i'm probaby hanging out with ChanBuck.
if not, then i don't know.
make plans with me or something.
:]

Sun, 21 May 2006 01:58:54 GMT

Panic! at the disco, Chanbuck and Vaness.
We can't take this seriously anymore.
Friday is going to be amazing.
Life is amazing.
Right now i'm at the house of deth.
waiting.
i need to make a phone call and ask a question.
mmm.

Thu, 18 May 2006 04:47:51 GMT

i finally realized how amazing some people are.
i also realized that drunk talks are not to be taken seriously by any means.
This week started off in the worst way possible but now it became something truely incredible.
My grandmother said something that made me laugh today.
"You know, you are the good looking and smart one out of the both of you."
"Don't tell her I said that !"
i love my grandmother.
i love my friends.
i love my life.
thank you everybody for contributing :]

Sun, 14 May 2006 17:45:56 GMT

to quote a favorite hoodie
"happiness is a jumbled up mess"

Wed, 10 May 2006 03:38:29 GMT

so i can finally say....

LIFE IS GOOD<3
my friends.
people who bring me juice at 11pm.
getting along with vaness.

amazing.

Mon, 01 May 2006 02:01:52 GMT

This weekend spun me for a loop.
my birthday party fucking sucked.
Hopefully, my REAL birthday will be better.
Saturday, hung out with Molly and Vaness.
Went to UMASS. then left.
Went to someones house. then went to a show.
Saw alot of people that I love.
got married.
got daps and hugs.
mean mugs and shoulder shrugs.
Made some new friends which was so amazing.
got tickled.
Spun around with Vanessa and fell then ran from a cop.
Then we went back to that persons house.
Brokeback, Rainbow Glacier and Stepped in dog shit barefoot.
Talked to some good people.
Stole a microwave at 2am.
VDUBBZ, Power Ranger and Zorro.
This morning, got stuck in Marion.
Went on a walk with Molly, Vaness and Jeremy.
Came home and cleaned.
I need to take a nap.
School tomorrow.
For 5 days, this time.

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 03:58:24 GMT

everything in my head is pretty fucking stupid right now.
i don't know what to do anymore.
whatever.
and i think i just saw a ghost in my room.
i have goosebumps all over my arms.
ughhhh goodnight.

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 23:13:40 GMT

I got to thinking today

AND....

i really don't know what i want anymore.
life is amazing at this point but there's always something that's missing.
apparently, i'm not moving 'anytime soon' according to my mother because of a petty argument* and now i'm living with my father.
whatever, it's all good.
loneliness is pretty much the worst feeling ever.
at this time last year, i was so happy about everything.
But now, everything is just one big giant blur that is just going by so quickly and i can't even stop and take the time to absorb my surroundings as they come to me.
okay, i don't think that made much sense.
and not like anyone is going to read this anyway.
but whatever.
time to chill with C.Riv.
♥

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 22:03:32 GMT

okay so this week has been okay.
i started driving school.
got free coffees all week.
getting into a fight with my mom over nothing.
resulting in me not moving.
yesterday, dance party with heather and maeve.
met jess and molly there.
got crunk.
danced all night.
went home and hung out with a bunch of 14 year olds. haha.
today, ben and nick stopped by.
and for tonight, i don't know.
i'm thinking i want to see some friends who i don't spend enough time with.
i think there's a bug inside my lap top.
who knows.

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 05:39:58 GMT

"she has phases"

correction: I AM A PHASE.

madd bullshit.
seriously.

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 17:12:50 GMT

this weekend has been amazing.
awesome show with my babies.
got knocked down.
lots of cute things happened.
super long hugs and random walks.
family guy with kyla.
thought alot about everything.
and i have a list of things i need to accomplish:
1.quit smoking.
2.get a job.
3.get my permit once and for all.
4.save my money !

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 03:11:24 GMT

So, this weekend was pretty amazing.
friday i went to the space and had fun with the FYC.
Saturday ashh and vaness slept over and it was the best time.
Hippie dancing and chinese food.
Today, watching the marathon with vaness while ashh fixed myspace.
Then me and ashh went on an adventure with my mom and kyla.

MARATHON VEIWING

YOOO

My dirty pool

WHATHEFUCK?!

Sams Club.

DINO

Some woman was shitting in the next stall while we were myspacing it up.

GRANNY

Our new home!

SEXYSEXYSEXY

"I'm going to exercize in my cowboy boots. just like mariah carey!"

TIRE TRASH

We suck at self timing

Sisters♥

Matching hats

"I never took a picture with a stop sign before!"

Going to the new house

GHOST

Home sweet home :[

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 03:45:18 GMT

hi, my name is erica looker.
and i want, correction, need to change.
once again.

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 01:38:22 GMT

Today the navy band came to school.
and they played fallout boy. hah.
Ashh, Vaness and I were making breakdowns.
The Metal Titans of the school, Dave Hooker and Grgeg Monteiro came together.
Got a ride home from Tim.
Kyle and Lenny were there.
fun.
Thennnnn went to vanessas.
DJ decided to lock me out.
then I did my hair.
The got a grill.
Came home and had a photoshoot with my raja baby♥

New Hair with white bangs and a raccoon tail!

we're cute.

love♥

Hey, we kind of look alike !

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 20:05:54 GMT

So I'm in a fantastic mood.
The best mood I've been in for the past 2 weeks.
and it makes me smile.
I love my best friend to death!
and I love that Stacy B caught me singing Bob Marley today.

But...
I miss my boys.
and this weekend is dedicated to them.

and sunday, is another BFFLZ hangout time.

it's only tuesday and I'm just so optimistic about the entire week.
and I'm seeing the hills have eyes tonight !
:]

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 05:22:32 GMT

I don't even know.
I love my friends more than anything at this point.
I found out I have the bigger room in my new house.
Yet, I'm still not content.
I just need to be happy.
nothing I do is good.
I just cause stupidity in everyones lives.
stay farrrr away from me.
thanks♥

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 04:39:04 GMT

SIMPLICITY

would be marvelous.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 02:14:44 GMT

So today was pretty much stupid.
I had some good talks with my pals♥
I striaghtened my extensions too.
I look like a hippie at woodstock.
it's all good though.
I got so pissed at Maria and Linda today.
Chantel would appreciate it.
Time to beat faces in and be sexy.
haha

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 02:32:14 GMT

Today was fun.
I went dress shopping with my mom.
Didn't find a single cute dress.
My boobs are too small for anything remotely close to what kind of dress I want.
Then I went to trades fair.
I didn't place at all.
My project was supposedly "wow, so original" yet, not a single ribbon.
Then I went to walmart.
attempted to steal some wicked pretty lotion and it spilt all over me because little did I know there was a crack in the bottle.
After that we traveled all the way to Lakeville to pick up Jeremy.
We hung out at my house and ate dinner.
I drank hot sauce.
And unintentionally made my sister cry.
Whatevvs.
Then dropped him off and I fell asleep in the car.
Woke up to Shinaid O'Connor and sang really loud with my mom.
Got tea at dunkin donuts
Free Ride and cig time♥

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 16:55:13 GMT

so Friday night I got to see all of my babies and have fun !

First, Russell picked me up from school, we went to go get cigs and Ben.
Then he dropped me off at Mel's.

Before any partying, Mel and I decided it was appropriate to have a bright eyes party.

"I kissed a girl with a broken jaw"

"Guy, I'll see you at the disco!"

Then we got to Carissa's

NancyXXX

Heather is so silly.

Both Mel and I love smoking cigs with Bill.

Cuties :]

Thank you babies for such an amazing time♥

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 03:46:20 GMT

Okay, so toda wasn't that bad.
I got into school at 8:01.
detention.
then I fell asleep while Maria Torres was giving a lecture.
So good.
Then cassie decided it would be funny to stare at me while I was taking a picture with my tradesfair.
NO NO NO.
Had an amazing life conversation wth the seniors in shop.
Awesome time.
came home and cleaned my room.
Put extensions in.
18 inches.
:]
Tomorrow, fun with my babies.♥

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 04:42:48 GMT

bad day.
worse night.
shaken.
nervous.

talking to my bfflZ was good.
talking to kass was awesome.
getting pulled over is funny.
myspace is a joke.
livejournal is where it's at.

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 22:05:18 GMT

so basically I'm excited that I have no cheering for like another month or so.
And mel read my tarot cards last night and I finally figured that it meant well.
well, i'm bored.
I have to wait for andrew and laura to get here so I can get cigs.
♥